There are already 10 tiny Zoom squares. 9 of them are black, no one is showing their face. Except for the tutor. He is asking a question, but no one is answering. As if he is talking to a wall. I also do not answer, it feels strange to answer. People start to turn on their webcams – so do I. I have a strange feeling of body and space. It doesn’t feel like I’m really there in this conversation and therefore don’t feel a need to participate.